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 of the closing doors...
Ghosts
by Larry Rogak

 

Catch all the trains you missed.  That's the motto of the Transit Museum. They took an old subway station in downtown Brooklyn that used to be the terminal of a one-stop shuttle. In that station, they keep restored examples of subway cars from the past. Visitors can walk from car to car, sitting in the original seats, reading the original ads.  

As I rest on seat cushions of woven cane and look around by the light of bare bulbs, I can almost see the ghosts of people who rode these cars as part of their daily lives.

Where are they now, the smiling children who stood looking out the front window of car number 100 when the Eighth Avenue subway opened in 1932?

Where are all those men, their heads covered by a sea of hats, who rode the Third Avenue Elevated down from the Bronx to an above-ground station on Pearl Street, and went to their jobs at banks and insurance companies?

Where can I find a person alive who once looked out the window of this car on the Sixth Avenue Elevated and saw Radio City Music Hall from twenty feet above street level?

I wonder if these seats still have microscopic traces of salt from the bodies of bathers returning from Coney Island on a sweltering day in July 1953. How many sore wrists were caused by people trying to open the windows using the miserable latches on both sides that required not only leverage and coordination, but the skills of an engineer?

I can almost hear the curses of the people standing under inoperable fans.

Where are the survivors, if any are left, of the Malbone Street wreck in 1918 when an inexperienced motorman took his train at high speed into a sharp curve at the Botanical Gardens, and the wooden cars left the tracks and were shredded like cole slaw by the steel pillars? Malbone Street is now Empire Boulevard, and if you close your eyes you can almost see Ebbets Field and hear the rumble of trolley cars taking fans to see the Dodgers play the Yankees.

These old cars are retired. They get to rest here in the museum, only taken out once a year or so for a run around the system. They are luckier than most of their contemporaries. The wooden ones were burned -- burned -- in the open air in the days before pollution was even part of the vocabulary.  The steel ones were dismembered by welders. The memories those cars held were
released by fire and now wander aimlessly through the universe.

These veterans will rest in their nursing home, playing host to their memories, which remain locked in the cane seats and the tile floors. And the ghosts still grasp the porcelain handstraps and lean against the doors.

 

Larry Rogak, 47, is an attorney practicing on Long Island where he lives with his wife, children and three dogs. He was born and raised in Brooklyn  in a family which did not own a car until he was a teenager. As a result he developed a lifelong fascination with the subway system.
 

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